A memoir by Dylan George
After CW is MAD…

Something is happening to me, something I can’t quite put my finger on. I mean, I know I’ve always been different, but I usually did I good job at hiding it… why would I want to seem anything like these damn creatures?!? I can’t sleep at night anymore, I wake myself too often with the screaming and shouting I do in my sleep…and his voice, my god his voice wont go away… a sickly slithering sound, like a damn snake. But at times I hear another voice, a warm but bold fearless voice…it assures me that everything will be okay.
This is the most normalcies I’ve felt in quite a while. Ever since I’ve entered this federation things have been happening to me, my black outs have been more constant than ever. There are these people…the Death family, for some reason, and I don’t know why… I want to destroy them. I want them dead, one by one laying at my feet. Things keep happening to me and I just keep forgetting them…I have wounds that I have no answer or recollection of.
And there is this girl, this girl she keeps coming to me in my dreams, she is in a lot of pain; but feels safe when she’s with me. Her beauty is unmatched…something keeps telling me that I must save her, and I want to badly. But who is she? Why is she? Angel…that’s all I know. Why do I know that? Is she my Angel?
This is not me! This is not who I want to be…I don’t want to hurt these people anymore, but it just feels right. My god, I saw footage the other night of me nearly killing ‘The Hitman’. He raised me and loved me when no one else would… something awful is happening to me. Fuck it! I’m here now; I’ll kill all of these pieces of shit…NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW!!! THEY WILL ALL BE WITNESS!!!