November Monday 10th 2003

Its been a week now since she woke up and it has become clear that she is a force to be reckoned with. One of the patients who always manages to steal stuff off me by trying to throttle me until I turn blue, took a trip through one of the windows into the grounds at her hands. She just strode up and I swear with one hand she lifted him up and threw him towards the window. When the guards confronted her about it she just fixed them with that stare of hers, raised an eyebrow and simply shrugged and said the man had tripped and fallen through the window. The thing is they actually believed her! Other things have been happening as well, anyone who says anything to me that she thinks is horrible, bad or rude, they end up meeting with nasty accidents. She is often confronted by the guards who she just meets with the stare and shrug, they follow her around trying to catch her causing the accidents but even I don’t know how they are happening. I have never seen her actually lay a finger on the others apart from the man she threw the window.

November Tuesday 18th 2003

I think she reads my mind. I asked her for the first time about the ring but I don’t remember getting an answer just doing the next thing she wanted to do.

She has started working out, she said her muscles were atrophied and needed building back up to how they were before. She doesn’t seem to be in any hurry to get out of the Asylum, the bitch that runs this place asked to see her and ended up having a heart attack while she was in the meeting with her. She tried to hide the discharge papers that were on the desk but I spotted them before she could screw them up and throw them in the bin. She smiled at me and winked and asked me to keep quiet and that when it was time to leave she would take me with her – I believe her as well.

October 2004

So much has been happening that I can’t remember everything that happened and on which days. She showed me how to work a computer, I had never been near one before but it was like a natural thing for me and for the last year I have spent every spare moment reading and teaching myself everything there is to know about computers, operating systems, hacking, programming and all sorts of other stuff. She has somehow managed to get hold of all the books I have needed and all the gear, where she got computers I was too afraid to ask in case I didn’t want to hear the answer.
She has had me going through the admissions records and seems to find them interesting. She pointed out to me that there was a whole wing of the hospital I didn’t even know about and was very interested in my admission record but wouldn’t tell me anything about it.
We have free reign in the asylum to an extent, we don’t bother the guards and they don’t bother us, it’s the same with the patients.
A few weeks ago she started to spend a lot of time alone in the dark and has encouraged me to start doing the same but I don’t like it, it scares me. I don’t know what she does but when she comes out she seems really pleased with something.
Her workouts have also increased, if I want to find her now she will be one of two places, either in the dark room or the gym. She has become so focussed on something but refuses to tell me what but has started to point me in the direction of certain web sites regarding fabled creatures like the werewolf, the vampire and demons